Seriously though...its not all it cracked up to be. Its not all that bad either...but come on...
Anyway, I know I havent posted much but right now I really don't know what to say. I feel overwhelmed with all that we have to do. We are looking for assisted living places...which is really hard b/c mom is so young - especially for assisted living, but we really feel that its our best option. Its really hard to make sure all of her bills are paid and all of ours as well. I always feel like I'm missing something. I think one of the more difficult things about dementia is the grieving process. Grieving that your loved one (mom in my case) is totally not the same and never will be and is basically gone, but still physically here and having to take care of her. Figuring out what her living expenses will be is hard too. All while trying to live life fully...so difficult. Just thinking of all that we have to do makes it difficult to even get out of bed.
In other news, I was offered and accepted an administrative assistant position at my current company. I start that position tomorrow and I am really excited about it!!
Its late so I think I'm going to get ready for bed so I can get up bright & early.
No comments:
Post a Comment